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            Commentaries On Living Series 2 
             
 
          
      
      
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               We all crave some kind of permanency, and seeing impermanence
                about us, thought creates the thinker who is supposed to be
                permanent. The thinker then proceeds to buildup other and higher
                states of permanency: the soul, the atman, the higher self, and so on.
                Thought is the foundation of this whole structure. | 
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               But, sir, the unraveller is still there; one may call him the higher self,
                the atman, and so on, but he is still part of consciousness, the maker
                of effort who is everlastingly trying to get somewhere. Effort is desire.
                One desire can be overcome by a greater desire, and that desire by
                still another, and so on endlessly. | 
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               Is silence to be cultivated, carefully nurtured and strengthened? And who is the cultivator? Is he different from the totality of your
                being? Is there silence, a still mind, when one desire dominates all
                others, or when it sets up resistance against them? Is there silence
                when the mind is disciplined, shaped, controlled? Does not all this
                imply a censor, a so-called higher self who controls judges, chooses?
                And is there such an entity? If there is, is he not the product of
                thought? Thought dividing itself as the high and the low, the
                permanent and the impermanent, is still the outcome of the past, of
                tradition, of time. In this division lies its own security. Thought or
                desire now seeks safety in silence, and so it asks for a method or a
                system which offers what it wants. In place of worldly things it now
                craves the pleasure of silence, so it breeds conflict between what is
                and what should be. There is no silence where there is conflict,
                repression, resistance.  | 
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              The mind is like a machine that is working night and day, chattering, everlastingly busy whether asleep or awake. It is speedy and as restless as the sea. Another part of this intricate and complex mechanism tries to control
                the whole movement, and so begins the conflict between opposing
                desires, urges. One may be called the higher self and the other the
                lower self, but both are within the area of the mind. The action and
                reaction of the mind, of thought, are almost simultaneous and almost
                automatic. | 
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